random thoughts II

I am so happy today. I am smiling from ear to ear. Waking up thinking of you is paradise. I no longer notice the scars on my face because of you. Because you don’t. Who knew that all it takes for a tortured soul to find peace is a loving embrace.

I am happy today. Because if I asked you to love me, you would. And if I kissed you, you would kiss me back.

If you died I would bury you in my garden. If anyone would mind it, I'd steal your coffin. It wouldn't be that difficult compared to crouching in the Iraqi desert watching convoys of steel rolling to their deaths. Hearing the whine of an incoming missile, the brief shrieks of men and the twisting of metal into claws. I would make your grave my temple. I would sit there with your grave in front of me, my sword by my side and meditate.

My death would be a trivial event in my life compared to yours because you are my life. God works in mysterious ways. He tells us to resist temptation and when we give in it is not pain we feel but heavenly pleasure mixed with guilt. I am addicted.

You really don’t know how I feel. You just think I am in love. It is only when you are in love that you will notice how inadequate those three words "I love you" really are.

Plain, simple and very beautiful.